Kenny Rogers Baby!

It's true, I'm going to see Kenny Rogers! I'm taking my Grandma, it should be a good show. I'm happy I get to go, woot woot!

Happy Turkey Day!

My choice on gas

I have a choice to make about my gas problem I have at home.

Choice 1- Cut all pipes leading to my kitchen, making it impossible to have a stove and a dryer, but will have heat in my house.

Choice 2- replace all pipes under kitchen meaning I will have heat, stove, and dryer but costing a lot...I mean a lot of money.

The guy said there is a leak under the floor, if I replace all pipes it may fix the problem...it may not. He is not sure where the leak is, that's only his guess. If I cut and put a shut off at the pipes then we will have heat for this winter but we would still need to replace the pipes in later.

My sister wants to stay with me this X-mas but my house doesn't have heat, the upstairs doesn't have heat. All I have is my fireplace and space heaters.

Euh, what to do eh?

My birthday is coming!

I'm thinking about having a big party for my 25th! I want to have dinner and then go out with family and friends to the dance club to dance. I'm going to try to see if my sister will stay an extra week to come to my party. I would have it on Jan-12th. I'm hoping it can work out, money may be tight because of X-mas, bills, and house payment but I think I can work it out. I'll spend my X-mas money on my birthday bash...if I get an X-mas money.

Btw My X-mas wish is.....

Drawing tablet, best buy...for $89.99
Money!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
A new camera..

That's my wish list!

I'm going to LA baby!

I'm waiting for my tax money, then we're driving to Cali. I can't wait because this town sucks sometimes. Kevin and I are going to drive through New Mexico to get there, and on the way back we plan on hitting Colorado. I hope we go through Las Vegas, that would be fun. We're not sure what time of year would be the best. Easter weekend, or Memorial weekend? Kevin wants to wait until June because we don't have a baby sitter anytime other then this summer. Kevin can't take any work off either. That's the main issue, the only thing is I WANT TO GO NOW, hehehe. I know I must wait so it works out, I'm just freaked out that the money will be spent and I won't get to know.

I once was going to go to Cali, my flight was set for April, the money was spent and all things were planned. I didn't make it. I'm glad I didn't because now I can spend that time with Kevin. It will be more worth it to go to Cali with him.


I Can't wait...woot woot!!!!

Where's my mother?

I remember Christmas as a child. I hated every second of it. I remember being at my aunt's house and having most of my family make fun of my sister and I. My uncle would make fun of my sister's teeth, and joke about her breathe smelling like a dog's butt. Oh boy he thought that was so funny. I used to bang my head as a child and at Christmas, it was the talk of the table. Old drunks making fun of little kids, how sad right? My mother had a hell of a time getting me out of the house. I threw a fit, begged, I even cried to stay home. I hated hearing all those mean things. I felt as if my sister and I were the only ones. I never heard anyone make fun of any of my other family members. Perhaps because our mother did nothing to stop it. My sister and I had no one in our lives to back us up, perhaps our family made fun of us because they knew they could. No one stood up and said "hey shut up or I'm living". I get to watch my sister's face as they made fun of her. I knew how she felt because I was just in tat spot light. I just wish someone would have protected us from them. I'm a little mad at my mother right now for saying mean things about my family. When she says mean things, it confirms what my aunt's say.

When we were all in school, we have people that say rude things, they call names, and pick on us. They are also people we don't know, nor do we really know them. Family should be a safe place, a place where you can be yourself. At christmas they confirmed what the kids said at school was true, they weren't a safe place.


That's what's wrong with some of my aunt's and sometimes my mother, they are all still children in school.

My sister and I have learned this as well, that's wht it's so important for our familes that we start fresh. Let's be more then the kids in school. Let us be more then the children in our family which we call aunt. We are Joanne and Elizabeth. We're Smart, we don't smell like dog butts, we have nice teeth, nor are we fat, or retarded. We are us, and that's good enough!

My point to this story is....

No one on this earth should feel bad around the people whom say they love you.

Family should mean comfort, and confidence, not the other way around.

To anyone on this earth who feels this way around family and friends, remember one thing, family and friends can be replaced by people whom make you feel comfortable, Just because blood bonds you doesn't mean you must be bonded.

Don't allow people to hurt you, only allow people that build you, in your life.

Pauline

The reason for this blog was not to talk about issues, nor to brag about my life and woes. I made this blog to tell a story about a young girl in her odds times. Some day, I'll tell that story.

Poor us!

I found out just about a week ago that we (I guess) are poor or at least look poor. There is a person in my family that thinks what you wear makes you look poor. What that person doesn't understand is that cash doesn't make you poor, having more then one card does. I'm not broke, nor in debt, nor am I having a hard time paying my bills, does that make us poor? We may not buy clothes from "old Navy" or whatever, but my children are always clean, well behaved, and very loved. What this person needs is tact, she is poor in the since of understanding. What you wear and have doesn't make you rich, it's the love and family, which she is losing very fast. She'll be alone, poor, without anything but her nice shoes very soon. It's very sad, I feel very sad for this poor girl.

I'm sending the shoes back for the reason the were sent.

Passive,
Elizabeth:)

I need to update!

Ack, it has been ages since I've updated my blog.

Okay, well let's see, I moved into my new house, I like it a lot.

I'll be 25 Jan-16th.

Melissa my best friend just had a baby.

I have a new truck, it sucks, I hate sticks!

Our Sophia just turned 5.

Mason, my son wil be 4 in Dec.


Dance is now on Tuesdays.

School is 9-2:00.

UMMMM?

UMMMM?

I check my email maybe once a week.

I'm still homeschooling Mason.

Bills suck.

I guess my sister thinks I'm poor, or at least thinks we look poor.

My mom just turned 50, yay!

Kevin turned 38!

We had a great halloween....check out the pictures....http://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=863245346


I'm up to 130 pounds....ACK!

My hair is still black, and short.


Well, I think that's it fir this week. I will update soon.

We close on Friday at 3:00!!

Oh thank goodness, we close on Friday at 3:00. This weekend we get to move, paint, and clean, YAY!

Still living outside

As of today I'm still living in my tent. It's hard because it is so hot, and bugs are eating all our food. Being we can't store food in normal places we are forced to leave food in the tent. You know ants love food, so we now have ants, ack! Washing clothes seems to be easy, and we're able to take a shower everyday. I miss everything you would call home. I miss sleeping when I want to, eating when I want to, and having my personal space. Every where I go, there are people all around me. If I try to go to the bathroom, it's at Walmart or at the park. I can't wait to take a shower alone without people needing in or talking. Nights are hard for me, the street lights are right above our tent, making it bright and daylight 24/7. Dogs bark all night, and cars pass by with music. Being it is summer time, kids play in the streets and talk and ride bikes. Lets say, I get maybe two hours of sleep each night. I will be so happy when I can do normal things again. I guess I should be lucky, I do have cable in my tent, and my homeless people can't even take a bath. I just want to go home, I just wish there were a place to call home.

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House on the Hill!

I may close on a house by Friday!

Oh googness the days are long, and the heat is setting in. My back hurts from sleeping in the tent. My head hurts from the bright sun in my eyes in the morning. Peeing in an old bucket is starting to suck big time. I may close on a house this Friday 27th. I really hope it all works out for us, we need a house so bad. My kid need a house so bad.

Living on tent street.

I'm still living in a tent as of today- July-12th. I've been in a tent since June 28th. I'm starting to get sick of it to tell you the truth. As you may know, tents don't come with running water, nor bathrooms. The first three days it rained day and night. We stayed in Weston for a week and 4 days before putting our tent at my mother in laws. Every hour we face new problems. No where to pee, stay, nor shower. We go hour by hour. As of this hour, I'm at the Library. I stay at Kevin's grandma's house in the morning. I pass time talking about houses, and old people with her. In the afternoon, I wonder over to my grandma's. I've had the pleasure of showering three times this week. My best homeless moment would have to be staying at an hotel for two nights. My worst homeless moment was finding out, I'm going to be homeless for another 6 months if I close on the house. The house I was going to close on didn't work out. The people will not get out, and I'm not buying a bouse I can't live in. If I close, I'll be in court for months fighting white trash. I'm taking my money elsewhere, and I'm looking for a new house. I should have a house by the end of the summer. Until then, tonight I'll sleep in my tent, shower when and where I can, and pee in a bucket.

Only Blogger baby!

I really need to be a mother, and wife. My school means a lot to me, I'm going to close all my fun accounts out online. It's time for change.

No more myspace
No more Facebook
No more online all day

More mother.

Camping until closing

Some may know how buying a house works, some don't. Anyhoo, the house we are living in right now closes the 3rd of July, unfortuanly- the house we are buying closes the 15th. We get to go camping for two weeks until we can move our stuff in. I don't have family whom are willing to let Kevin and I stay for a few nights, so some of those nights we will drive around and sleep in the van. More then likely, we will take a road trip while it rains, and then go back to our camping site. Don't laugh but I'm taking a lot of stuff to our campground. Those things include: All 6 cages of mice, my dog, all my house plants and one fish tank with my fish in it. People around us are going to A)Laugh and B)freak out.

I'll make sure to take pictures of our new home on the lake.

After I move into the home that has lights, I'll take pictures of it too.

See ya after July 15th!

Content

I'm pretty bored right now, I'm just sitting here at my computer half out of it. For some reason I just can't focus nor find anything to do. Most of the time, I would be on facebook, or myspace. If not those, I would work on my web sites. I some what feel done with everything. I'm content, that scares the shit out of me. I'm not the type of person that can handle being bored. Being content just means I ran out pf shit to do, therefore I get very bored. Eww, it's not fun running into yourself.

5 years

So, are you going to the 5 year reunion?

July 27- 8:00- at big shots.

Sophia

Business.

I'm starting a new business. I have many cages of mice, and I've been making 5 dollars of of each litter. So far, I've had 9 liters. I'm going to keep breeding them, to make money.
Crazy, eh?

Star Wars!

Dance Baby!

Sophia Rose at 4 years old, dancing to "You are my Sunshine."

Dance Baby!

Elizabeth in space.

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Vista Vs XP

I'm defending Xp for the reason that I own one, and I also own a Vista. My two computers sit side by side, sharing the same air, and get the same amount of love. I take care of both of them pretty well, I run scans, ccleaners, spy bots, defrags, cleanups, and so forth.

I remember the day when I purchased my Vista, I was so excited thinking that it would be faster and more capable to use software. Time went by, and on the second day, I noticed that you couldn't even put software on it for nothing was updated. I buy my Vista, and now do nothing with it because it's annoying. It's slow, and I can't find anything that fits it.

I think Vista is okay if you're running a business or something, but the home edition is just wack. So, now I have this machine that loves to collect dust and look pretty, but doesn't work right, sitting all alone without love. I thought my XP sucked back in the day, yeesh! The XP, will out run the Vista any day.



Okay, I'm just complaining here, I have no facts nor physical proof of my theory that Vista sucks badly, so just agree or disagree.

Fasting

Hi, as some already know, I'm fasting once again. I'm going on a fast starting Tuesday. I'll try to make it through Sunday but we'll see according to my heart. Last time I fasted for 6 days. I lost feeling in my feet and hands, and had to stop due to chest pain. I'm going to try for 4 days to be on the safe side.

Wish me luck, I'll keep you posted.

Aunt Elizabeth:)

I'm Aunt Elizabeth now, My sister had the baby finally.





She looks a lot like Joanne.

The realms of weirdness

Our weekend trip at the Zoo!

We had a lot of fun! Sophia and Mason got very sleepy an hour into the Zoo, but other then that, they enjoyed it. After we all went to the Zoo, Kevin and I dropped the kids off, and went to the lake to boat. This weekend was a nice, relaxing time.