Kenny Rogers Baby!

It's true, I'm going to see Kenny Rogers! I'm taking my Grandma, it should be a good show. I'm happy I get to go, woot woot!

Happy Turkey Day!

My choice on gas

I have a choice to make about my gas problem I have at home.

Choice 1- Cut all pipes leading to my kitchen, making it impossible to have a stove and a dryer, but will have heat in my house.

Choice 2- replace all pipes under kitchen meaning I will have heat, stove, and dryer but costing a lot...I mean a lot of money.

The guy said there is a leak under the floor, if I replace all pipes it may fix the problem...it may not. He is not sure where the leak is, that's only his guess. If I cut and put a shut off at the pipes then we will have heat for this winter but we would still need to replace the pipes in later.

My sister wants to stay with me this X-mas but my house doesn't have heat, the upstairs doesn't have heat. All I have is my fireplace and space heaters.

Euh, what to do eh?

My birthday is coming!

I'm thinking about having a big party for my 25th! I want to have dinner and then go out with family and friends to the dance club to dance. I'm going to try to see if my sister will stay an extra week to come to my party. I would have it on Jan-12th. I'm hoping it can work out, money may be tight because of X-mas, bills, and house payment but I think I can work it out. I'll spend my X-mas money on my birthday bash...if I get an X-mas money.

Btw My X-mas wish is.....

Drawing tablet, best buy...for $89.99
Money!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
A new camera..

That's my wish list!

I'm going to LA baby!

I'm waiting for my tax money, then we're driving to Cali. I can't wait because this town sucks sometimes. Kevin and I are going to drive through New Mexico to get there, and on the way back we plan on hitting Colorado. I hope we go through Las Vegas, that would be fun. We're not sure what time of year would be the best. Easter weekend, or Memorial weekend? Kevin wants to wait until June because we don't have a baby sitter anytime other then this summer. Kevin can't take any work off either. That's the main issue, the only thing is I WANT TO GO NOW, hehehe. I know I must wait so it works out, I'm just freaked out that the money will be spent and I won't get to know.

I once was going to go to Cali, my flight was set for April, the money was spent and all things were planned. I didn't make it. I'm glad I didn't because now I can spend that time with Kevin. It will be more worth it to go to Cali with him.


I Can't wait...woot woot!!!!

Where's my mother?

I remember Christmas as a child. I hated every second of it. I remember being at my aunt's house and having most of my family make fun of my sister and I. My uncle would make fun of my sister's teeth, and joke about her breathe smelling like a dog's butt. Oh boy he thought that was so funny. I used to bang my head as a child and at Christmas, it was the talk of the table. Old drunks making fun of little kids, how sad right? My mother had a hell of a time getting me out of the house. I threw a fit, begged, I even cried to stay home. I hated hearing all those mean things. I felt as if my sister and I were the only ones. I never heard anyone make fun of any of my other family members. Perhaps because our mother did nothing to stop it. My sister and I had no one in our lives to back us up, perhaps our family made fun of us because they knew they could. No one stood up and said "hey shut up or I'm living". I get to watch my sister's face as they made fun of her. I knew how she felt because I was just in tat spot light. I just wish someone would have protected us from them. I'm a little mad at my mother right now for saying mean things about my family. When she says mean things, it confirms what my aunt's say.

When we were all in school, we have people that say rude things, they call names, and pick on us. They are also people we don't know, nor do we really know them. Family should be a safe place, a place where you can be yourself. At christmas they confirmed what the kids said at school was true, they weren't a safe place.


That's what's wrong with some of my aunt's and sometimes my mother, they are all still children in school.

My sister and I have learned this as well, that's wht it's so important for our familes that we start fresh. Let's be more then the kids in school. Let us be more then the children in our family which we call aunt. We are Joanne and Elizabeth. We're Smart, we don't smell like dog butts, we have nice teeth, nor are we fat, or retarded. We are us, and that's good enough!

My point to this story is....

No one on this earth should feel bad around the people whom say they love you.

Family should mean comfort, and confidence, not the other way around.

To anyone on this earth who feels this way around family and friends, remember one thing, family and friends can be replaced by people whom make you feel comfortable, Just because blood bonds you doesn't mean you must be bonded.

Don't allow people to hurt you, only allow people that build you, in your life.

Pauline

The reason for this blog was not to talk about issues, nor to brag about my life and woes. I made this blog to tell a story about a young girl in her odds times. Some day, I'll tell that story.

Poor us!

I found out just about a week ago that we (I guess) are poor or at least look poor. There is a person in my family that thinks what you wear makes you look poor. What that person doesn't understand is that cash doesn't make you poor, having more then one card does. I'm not broke, nor in debt, nor am I having a hard time paying my bills, does that make us poor? We may not buy clothes from "old Navy" or whatever, but my children are always clean, well behaved, and very loved. What this person needs is tact, she is poor in the since of understanding. What you wear and have doesn't make you rich, it's the love and family, which she is losing very fast. She'll be alone, poor, without anything but her nice shoes very soon. It's very sad, I feel very sad for this poor girl.

I'm sending the shoes back for the reason the were sent.

Passive,
Elizabeth:)

I need to update!

Ack, it has been ages since I've updated my blog.

Okay, well let's see, I moved into my new house, I like it a lot.

I'll be 25 Jan-16th.

Melissa my best friend just had a baby.

I have a new truck, it sucks, I hate sticks!

Our Sophia just turned 5.

Mason, my son wil be 4 in Dec.


Dance is now on Tuesdays.

School is 9-2:00.

UMMMM?

UMMMM?

I check my email maybe once a week.

I'm still homeschooling Mason.

Bills suck.

I guess my sister thinks I'm poor, or at least thinks we look poor.

My mom just turned 50, yay!

Kevin turned 38!

We had a great halloween....check out the pictures....http://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=863245346


I'm up to 130 pounds....ACK!

My hair is still black, and short.


Well, I think that's it fir this week. I will update soon.